Disappointments are part of life. Let downs, failures, dashed expectations and so on and so forth. I don't think one should walk around looking for these things to happen, I think one should just accept that this is the way life is. Maybe I am trying to be a realist. I also believe that all things work together for good. It is part of my outlook and worldview which is informed by my faith.

I have written about disappointment before and reading the words I wrote before is really something lol. It's humbling reading my own words especially after my latest podcast where I was feeling down. For various reasons at the time I was considering quitting doing music in the capacity I am doing it now. I know I wont quit but it is just how I felt at the time.

Anyway I am not quitting. I have come too far but it is good to be honest about the low moments you have, I can't walk around pretending to me Mr Smiley all the time just because it feels like people are depending on me to lift them up and can't even imagine me having a low time. Anyway, I'll keep on pressing on! I'm learning to surrender and not to be attached to any particular outcome I desire, I have to trust the process, do the work and keep my head up to the sky!